|Album: Aldnoah.Zero OST|
hopefully. they’re heading into high school territory. there’s plenty of room for angst
LEB DEINEN TRAUM 2014 ODAIBA MEMORIAL
Do yourself a favor and listen to the german Digimon Opening like I have the whole week
Never underestimate how ableist old people on public transportation are.
All young people have healthy legs. No exceptions.
Now, let’s talk about something. Before I start, though, I would like to note that I hope I won’t come off as whiny or selfish to my (new) followers now. I’m just sorting my thoughts and you’re always invited to agree or disagree and draw your consequences if you must.
The thing is, I have started to wonder why I’m actually still bothering to try interacting with other blogs here and the people behind them. It’s been literally months since I last got a reaction out of someone I was writing. No matter if it’s ask, fanmail or direct replies, people never seem to react to me. I write fandom-related blogs to give suggestions or join a discussion, it never gets considered (but others with the same ideas). I write people to compliment them or inquire information, I never hear back. I write friends, random stuff or important stuff, they never seem to even read it.
I don’t believe all of these things have been eaten up by tumblr. I know it happens sometimes but not EVERY TIME a single person tries to send someone something.
Of course, sometimes replies aren’t even neccessary; if I’m friends with someone I don’t need to hear back from them, it’s okay as long as they have seen I’m there for them. That’s natural. But isn’t it, you know, kind of etiquette to thank someone for a compliment, stanger or not, or even if you don’t know something they ask about, to say something like “sorry, I have no idea”?? I think it’s an absolutely horrible and rude behaviour. But of course, it seems like I’m just the right person to let it out on.
What the fuck have I done to people to be treated with ignorance everywhere I go?
It’s become increasingly more frustrating by now to communicate with anyone on this website (or in other places) because the instances where I just seem to be ignored and disregarded completely, by friends and strangers alike, seem to grow with every day I’m here. I really wonder why I’m still bothering with this place as a communicative platform. Why tell people my honest, positive thoughts about their work when they don’t even seem to have the second to be a little nice in return? Why bother to be there for the people I regard as friends when they obviously don’t seem to think the same way (apparantly I’m only considered a friend to people in my near when a convention grows near, and mostly not even then)? Why trying to be nice and polite and actually talk to people?
I don’t know anymore. And I think I’m going to let it be from now on.
|Artist: Coeur de pirate|
|Song: Metal Gleamed in the Twilight - Vocals|
|Album: Child of Light|